It has taken over four years to regain faith in myself. Just before I retired from high school teaching, I was sick, exhausted, and unsure if I was doing the right thing. The plan was to finish a novel I started years ago before the pressures of teaching took over, so I enrolled on several creative writing courses and worked hard at prose. But I was constantly drawn back to poetry.
When I first discovered WordPress in 2015, I had no idea what it was. I just wanted to try blogging, to see what it was like. I found poetry, lots of it, in all shapes and forms, and I was inspired by the many prompts and challenges.
My first posts felt like tentative dips into deep water, wary of jellyfish and sharks, hoping to meet a mermaid. And I met so many – mermaids, mermen, merpeople! The warmth and acceptance of the on-line writing community has given me back my faith in poetry, people and myself.
faith and acceptance
poetry waiting to bloom
coral reef of self
Kim M. Russell, 2018
My response to dVerse Poets Pub Haibun: Faith
Mish is our host this Easter Monday. She reminds us that over the Easter weekend, many have celebrated a religious holiday, commemorating the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. She says that In Christianity and other religions faith becomes the key to salvation, the door to the ‘afterlife’; it can become a way of coping with daily struggles and major traumas.
However, Mish would like to broaden the idea of faith beyond any particular religion in order to include our diverse beliefs. She would like us to write about how faith has evolved in our lives, and whether nature restores our faith in new beginnings. She asks if one act of kindness strengthens our faith in humanity? We can write about a leap of faith or losing faith: in God, ourselves, others, in our own theories and convictions, or in society.
Happy you follow the way of Poetry with us, Kim! 🙂
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Me too! 🙂
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Kim, we are so happy that you got back your faith in your poetry through this… actually I believe that we can all help each other.
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Oh, I know we can! 🙂
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WordPress is a wonderful way to communicate. The online hassle is simplified. Best wishes on finishing your book.
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Thank you, Frank – one finished and halfway through another!
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Your last stanza brought a big smile to my face. I am grateful that you took the plunge as I love your poetry and I’m proud to be a fellow mer….uh……mermaid with you…hahaha. This haibun gradually blooms from grey to sunny skies!
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Things are a lot better these days., especially now I’m a nanna. I just wish I could see him more often.
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I’m glad to hear you found your way back to poetry and didn’t meet to many jelly fish or sharks on the way.
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Thank you, Carol.
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I too am so glad I find encouraging people online that encourage me and give me faith to continue. So important to lift one another up.
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Marvelous. 😎🥀😎🥀😎🥀😎🥀
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Thanks Dorna! 🙂
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My story is very similar. Glad you’re here!
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I’m glad you’re her too! And glad I found such lovely groups of talented writers, all happy to share and read their words with respect and kindness.
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I loved reading about your faith in poetry!
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Thank you, Jo!
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I believe you speak for all of us in the words your shared… Poetry is sooo rewarding and the followers are so kind and considerate of one another. I love it!
dwight
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Thank you so much, Dwight. Before the Internet I had no excise for invisible friends! )
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Ah, Kim. You are one of my mermaids. What goes around comes around – your generosity has been such a gift to me in my groping along the Way of Poetry.
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That’s very kind of you, Sarah. 🙂
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Posting poetry online is certainly a wonderful way of gaining confidence. I’ve only ever found unpleasantness and aggression in one group (which I never went back to). Mostly, poets are supportive of one another.
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I loved your write!
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Thanks Annell!
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I am so glad you followed your heart and answered the call of poetry. It is lovely to see you and your poems here and thank you for all your encouragement too! :o) xxx
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🙂 xxx
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Faith in poetry and the community of poets–wonderful!
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PoeTry Voice
oF HeaRT
SoUL
oF FAiTH
SPiRiT HoLY
S A C R E D
ReLeaseS BReaTHES..:)
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Thanks! I needed a breath yesterday – I was too busy to read and comment! I’m catching up now, though. 🙂
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SMiLes.. it would be very difficult for me to do what i do if the majority of folks i respond to fully reciprocated the same.. like a ceiling painting back to Michelangelo..
Hehe.. fortunately not everyone has a ladder tall enough per BroadBand access or Computer to Paint with me but i am Human and words are Friends that i surely now can depend on.. hAha.. every truly artist is an outcast first my FriEnd otherwise art is Naturally Group think in other words it’s par for this course not to fit in as both history and or herstory of original Art continues to Prove..:)
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There are definitely people who want to read what you have to say. It’s just difficult finding them initially. 😉
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Thank you, that’s very kind of you. 🙂
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You may be one of my mermaids. Not sure yet, as I’m still testing the indecisive waters of this online writing community. Thank you for your encouraging words. Sincerely, afraid to go in to the water – too far.
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