Deceived by a cancerous two-faced moon,
I believed in the thickness of blood –
until she broke the fragile bond of sisterhood.
Nothing can stop these grief tides,
the splash of sorrow
and its constant ebb and flow.
In the density of salt water,
on the tempest of my grief,
my heart is tossed like a leaf.
With her glossy slick of lipstick,
a disparate blood hybrid, the darkest sibling
is a monstrous mermaid, a seductive siren.
She launches a smile on wind-tossed sea,
but it takes more than an oil slick of lipstick
to save a sinking relationship.
Kim M. Russell, 29th August 2023

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For this week’s Poetics at the dVerse Poets Pub, Punam wants us to write about siblings: ties that bind and gag. She says, ‘there can be no quibbling that siblings are both a bane and a blessing. They can be our best friends and our worst enemies… Shared childhood, shared family and shared memories make this bond unique. Siblings are friends foisted on us but this bond usually lasts a lifetime.’
Punam would like us to show some love to our sibling(s) through poetry, but we are also free to complain and rant, as long as we share with our thoughts on siblings. I have taken a couple of old poems and re-worked them.
I remember this I think.. some relationships are too toxic to salvage.
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It was originally two poems, one was on Visual Verse.
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Well this is a heartbreaking poem. I hope fictional but fear the reverse. Your intriguing title drew me in..much like a siren’s call.
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Sadly it is not fictional.
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Oh! I like this very much, Kim. Some relationships are doomed forever. I love all the sea-splattered metaphors.
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Thank you, Punam!
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You are welcome, Kim.
Though I am sorry that things took such a bad turn.
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wow, Kim, this is really heavy 😦
it’s brilliantly written, of course…
❤
David
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The whole situation was really heavy. Our relationship finished in 2013,
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😢
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This is really heartbreaking. Such sadness, anger, resentment and frustration in this – a very strong poem! This made my throat constrict. I am so sorry you had to – and have to – experience this. So brave of you to go back there. Thank you for sharing such a beautifully raw and painful poem.
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Thank you, Miriam,
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This is so visceral, I can feel it from all the way over the Atlantic, great poem Kim 🙌
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Thank you, Ange.
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There’s such a lot of pain in this poem. What a lot of venom must have been stored up for so long. You salvaged what you could and made it into a poem.
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Thank you, Jane. It was very painful, but I think I’ve come to terms with it now. It’s taken a long time.
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You’re lucky to have another sister.
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That is true. We’re going to the Isle of Wight to visit her at the end of September. I haven’t seen her for a few years.
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Have fun 🙂
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Our family can cut us deeper than anyone. She’s poorer for not knowing you. ❤
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Thank you so much, Susan.
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I wish you to stand strong in this severed relationship. Be kind to yourself at all times.
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Thank you kindly.
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Well done poem.
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Thank you, Maria.
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Right away your start of the “cancerous two-faced moon” stirred my interest more. I cannot imagine the feelings of sadness, perhaps relief, when the sisterhood bond is broken. I can’t remember knowing of that happening to anyone I know, I know it has to be sometimes, human mixtures of personalities.
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Thank you, Jim.
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Well done Kim. Its tears at the heart. But that a reality some of us have to face.
Much💖love
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Thank you kindly, Gillena. Much love to you.
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Familial love is shadowed by familial hate, unreasonable and strange either way. “I believed in the thickness of blood – / until she broke the fragile bond of sisterhood.” The resulting creature – smiling so ferally lipsticked – is “a disparate blood hybrid, the darkest sibling / is a monstrous mermaid, a seductive siren.” Growing up with my older brother we were bound by both emotions. Smeared by that lipstick, only with brothers it was blood and farts. Good work here Kim.
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Thank you, Brendan, as always for close reading and appreciation.
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A sad separation. Very well written. Superficial just doesn’t cut it!
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Thank you, Dwight.
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You are welcome!
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Your title says it all Kim! Sibling rivalry has a lot to do with such kind of relationships
Hank
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Thank you Hank.
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I was hoping it was fiction…sorry to read otherwise. I liked the “oil slick of lipstick,” anyway.
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Thank you, Priscilla.
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